moving forward.

it seems that wherever i go i see the same theme being repeated: 'forward march!' it's a new year. time to start a new beginning. a fresh life. to move forward you need to take that step. it's that first step that's always the hardest. it's that first reaching out that brings you to tears as you hesitate in fear of what it may bring. to be honest i'm scared and excited at the same time. oh yeah, i want a new start but without all the start-aches. Lord help me, i feel like crud.

scared.

i don't want to go back to school.